on predicting my future…
Journal entry for July 27, 2006,
“I so want to stay in Seattle but I don’t know if I am supposed to. I may have been speaking prophetically to myself earlier when speaking of field of dreams [the movie]. Maybe I’m not supposed to be asking what’s in it for me. Maybe this is a God thing and the next stage of my life isn’t here in the area I love. Maybe I have to leave to really find what God is calling me to be. I have defined myself for such a long time by how others see me and what my friends think that maybe it is time for a change.”